I’ve been feeling a wee bit rough lately, some of it is due to flu symptoms and some is due to well, just life itself, but I feel that this freezing weather has easily sapped my energy, and just the fact that I have been out on my own for almost a year now after a breakup has been eating away at me. I’ve had multiple chances of meeting pretty ladies although I always seem to shy away from saying much of anything to them. This has been a common theme in my life for reasons that I don’t understand. Some guys have a gift of gab, including my heating rep, who can basically walk up to any lady and start up a conversion about Heating as well as Air Conditioning repairs without batting an eye. On the other hand, I tend to overthink things and guess myself right out of talking to people. Then I go to my beachside house and recognize worse about myself as I kneel by my air conditioning trying to cool off. I recognize you learn this kind of stuff when you are younger, however by 55 years of age I don’t suppose if I have it in me any more to learn the skills, however working for the local cooling company gets me to talk to people, however usually they are men who come in to work on their central air conditioning and gas heating systems and not any gorgeous ladies that are in my league. I will supply it a go this month and try to talk with a stranger when I go for a bike ride along the shore. My HEPA filter salesman neighbor told me to try it in baby steps.