I’ve been feeling a bit weak lately, some of it is due to illness and allergies as well as some is due to well, just life itself; I suppose this chilly weather has entirely sapped most of our energy, as well as just the fact that I have been on our own for nearly 2 years now after a brutal breakup had been eating away at me.
I’ve had numerous possibilities to meet ladies however I seem to shy away from saying anything to them. This has been a recurring theme in our life for reasons that I don’t understand. Some dudes have the gift of gab like our heating rep, who can basically walk up to anybody as well as start up a quick conversion about Heating, Ventilation, as well as A/C repairs without batting an eyelash. On the other hand, I always tend to overthink stuff as well as talk myself right out of talking to people. Then I go beach house as well as guess worse about myself as I lay next to our a/c trying to cool down. I suppose you learn this kind of stuff when you are younger, but at fifty years of age I don’t know if I have it in me any more to learn the skills… Working for a cooling corporation gets me to talk to people, but usually they are men who come into labor on their a/cs as well as oil heating systems as well as not any ladies that are in our league. I will provide it with a chance today as well as try to talk with a stranger when I go for our bike ride along the beach. My HEPA filter salesperson neighbor told me to try it in baby steps.